Jrae, are you safe, hon? There is a worth to you, and there is a point to things even if you can't see what it is right now, just don't let loose of it. Maybe your uncle knows that it's not good for you to live with your parents and it's not good for you to live alone. When there is a lot of conflict, things can lóok very differently than they're meant. I'm sorry about your kitties, honey. I'm sure you did your best for them. Sometimes things just weren't right with the little things from the begining.
Hang in there, OK? Talk to your T. There must be something that can be worked out. HUGGGSSSSS