For all of you who read my post about being given 2 weeks before I possibly am admited to the mental hospital.....that was MY choice, not my shrink. Honestly he wanted me to walk straight out from his office and do it. However, after much conversation with me and my husband, and much begging on my part, he agrred to "give" me 2 more weeks to see if increasing my seroquel would stop my suicidal thoughts plus hopefully lesson my depression. I am posting this because to all of you whom so graciously replied to my last post I got the impression you all felt my "shrink" was making me wait. So......just wanted to clarify that....it was my choice and he allowed it for now.
Looking back over my terrible weekend and how hurt I was I now kinda wish I would have went in. I still can at any time but for some reason I don't. Hard to type out every thing involved in my choice here,
I love this place and all of you. I feel as if I have found a family here.
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My Midnight Angel wanting to be free and fly
chained in dark places of my soul