((((happybunny)))),

It breaks my heart to hear you speak like this, I grieve that you feel this way.

First, you have to realize that the attractions that you feel are absolutely normal, and everyone else on the entire planet has sexual feelings about others of both sexes. There is no reason to dis yourself because of them, and no reason to accept the guilt that anyone, including your mother tries to pile on you about this.

Remenber, you are WHO YOU ARE, not what you do.

Thinking of You,
Davey