i get why you may feel that way. for some people it takes time for them to be comfortable with their sexuality. i watch buttloads of porn and i feel ashamed of it. i watch girl on girl stuff and i feel bad about it. am i gay or bisexual or what? im not sure if i would actually want to sleep with a girl but why am i watching it online? i like dudes but the fact that i find some girls attractive is confusing. i dont have sex, im probably in some ways sexually repressed, but i still watch alot of porn. I feel even crappier when i realize i dont do much else but sit at home and do nothing. wtf am i doing with my life?