sundog Sorry you are feeling ill and anxious. I really wish I could tell you what is going on with you. I know anxiety can cause physical ailments, but I don't know if that is all that is wrong with you. I'm sorry something so nice turns out to send you into so much distress.

PT52 thanks for clarifying for me. I hadn't noticed any threads on the BP Social Society but I will check it out better.

Melissa sorry you are feeling discouraged today. Don't be to hard on yourself. You are good enough, just had a bad day. I have faith you can do it.

I'm just hanging in there today. Really stressing about our financial situation. Wondering what is going to happen to us. I hate this feeling of uncertainty. It has go my anxiety raging and I just feel like I'm going to explode. Not only that it is really starting to depress me. So I'm not really up to myself. Tried climbing back in bed, but just couldn't lay still. I really don't know what to do. I just want to scream and cry at the same time. I really need something to relieve this worry, but I can't get it out of my mind. I really need some peace in my life right now.