((((((((((tamzinrose))))))))!!!

It hurts for me to sit here & rip yourself apart this way.

I don't know how long you have been "into" SI, but you must remember that it is an "addiction" just like booze or anything else. It's an "escape" It's to "vent, blow out steam,coping skill" Not saying it's a great one, but it's a release for you, as with me.

Just because you made a mistake, doesn't mean YOU ARE ONE! Put the club down, girl! It doesn't make you weak, pathetic and/or useless. I will NOT allow you to say about yourself, and do you know why???

After 8 years of NO SI, I "relapsed" & started carving again. I don't what triggered mine..........how about you?
It ALWAYS has a trigger. I came to forum today b/c I was feeling like you today. I just wanted to tell everyone to stick their "wonderful advice" up north...sweetly & gently.

You and I do have a choice....I've been arm-wrestling myself all morning b/c I got paid today & my DH has every sharp blade in this house...I was thinking.......you know what I was thinking

It's been around 3 weeks for me. I came here to post my decision, then realized when I read your post, yours was here for a reason.......now, it's an indecision. I don't know about you but I am NOT weak, I'm not "that pathetic" &
I have been depressed, so yeah...I've kinda been useless...otherwise, I don't think this was mere chance.......do you believe in fate? dayzee9 PM me if you feel like venting!