hi all again,
just wanted to say feeling like crap, i don't know my feelings are anymore. a friend of mine went back in hospital a couple days ago and i know she comes home soon and i don't know how to support her anymore or at least right now. i feel bad for her, yet i am angry at her too. why should i be angry with someone who is suffering so much? am i that bad of a friend to her to be mad? what is wrong that i should feel so much anger when i talk to her or am around her?

anyways, not so sure why am writing, but guess just sharing thoughts.

hugs,
jen