((((susan))))

Thank you hon. That means so much and I appreciate you too. Right now emotions have been running really high more than I really want to admit. Fear seems to have taken over and shut down has been right there. There seems to be some anger beginning to surface at least from a distance something I have not allowed myself to ever feel or even get close to.

Sometimes I feel myself pulling within trying to find someway to shut down and turn off yet knowing that in order to move forward I need to feel these feelings and emotions that seem to sneak in almost at times as though I may not catch my next breath. But thank you for caring hon and for your encouragement it means so much more than you know.

Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Much love to you my friend. Always.

dps