Thanks Christina.

I don't like the fact that I did it but I think I needed to get some control back over my emotions and buy removing him well I have tried to take some power back

I know that I am not alone in the feeling of needing to be in a relationship.. but I have to learn that it doesn't make me whole and that no one should be able to have that much influence over who I am or what I feel. I just want to get back to the happy place that I was in even though I was single.