So true Elana

I just want to be happy and I guess that i have to find the happiness in myself (it must be there somewhere!) and THEN find the relationship that I want...

To be honest I still feel horrid for deleting him from my FB... but well how else was I going to be able to move forward?

I am a hopeless romantic and just wanted it all to be well.. a fairy tale... I finally thought that this was going to be my turn to find the happiness.