jiakhan - I'm sorry you're still struggling with this issue. I realize it's painful to like someone who doesn't feel the same. I think you know it wasn't right to approach him with a fake ID and you should be getting some counseling for this.

Imagine if you didn't like a guy at work and you made it clear you weren't interested, but he kept pining, looking and even talked to you secretly online. I think you would start to feel very uncomfortable. Why do you think you still want Eric even though he's not interested? When you figure this out, this will be the clue to getting over this. Personally I wouldn't want someone who doesn't want me back. This has reached an unhealthy level and I feel sorry you're still suffering. Please don't do this to yourself anymore.