Life matters? It did once in my life but now, I'm not sure.
I live in automatic. If I'm alive in the morning well ok, if I am not well ok too. Whatever.
I am sorry that I am so negative. I know one thing dear zh, YOU are worth it. YOU matter, a lot!
I know I will get through this, one more time, for whatever reason. Probably because I have too. Probably because people around me wants me too so they can have someone to trash.
I will make it
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Thank you! ((((((((((((zh))))))))))))))