Do you think you'll do okay until your pdoc appointment? Do you have someone to stay with you for the next couple of days? If you feel like you're in any kind of danger, go to the emergency room. Nothing else you can really do at this point, since you probably need some kind of meds. Sending calming vibes your way.
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