Here I am dealing with major depression, horrible panic attacks, I'm not sleeping at night and then I have to deal with my bf's family and their drama and problems. Since we got together its been one thing after another with them. His siblings and their kids. Nobody seems to be able to handle their own kids and since we don't have any my bf feels like he has to jump in and get involved. In my family everyone takes care of their own families and their own problems. I have never once involved him in any of my families issues, never had to ask him to do one thing but with his family they are always calling with a problem they need help with or fixed. I can't take it no more. I'm dealing with my own problems and i'm having a hard time lately, i feel so bad that i don't even want to be here so dealing with them is really adding more stress to my already beyond stressed self. I just needed to vent.
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