Louise,

You are so brave to make a choice like this, I know it's not easy to do. I know it's not the same thing, but back when I was drinking heavily, I made the choice to go into a long term recovery center. I didn't want to go, I hated the thought. But I learned a great deal about myself, and it was that experience that started turning my life around. I hope this will help you too. You deserve the best that life has to offer, we all do. My email is posted in my profile, if you have access to a computer, please write if you feel like it.

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Everything will be OK.

Hugs and Love,
bp

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."