(((sleeps)))) this is good! E ven if it doesn't totally turn out like you are thinking NOW, it is still a good thing: look at all the good vibes you have and all the support we are sharing with and for you! That's a good thing too! I know sometimes it's difficult to share good stuff because, well, imo, 1) we are afraid ppl will forget about the garbage we are dealing with and only recall the one good item 2) if we share, then it might change and how will we ever explain it to others? etc but we gotta take what we can when we can, and I'm glad for you that you have this success in your life right now!