((((( Anjelmarie ))))

I wish I had something supportive to say, you sound really down and it makes me sad to know that someone else is suffering. Unfortunately you are stuck in a horrible cycle of depression and isolation. The more depressed you get, the more you isolate yourself and the less support you get the more depressed you get. When we are on a low it is really hard to work on friendships and relationships, but in the end it is these relationship that has the potential to help us a lot in the healing process...