dps... i hear your frightened... i hear feelings like this are new for you.. i hear you wonder if it will end or if you can survive this. Crying in the begining was very much like that for us...it was a huge wave after wave... for us it did get better... it was a start of much better days to come... you need to try to hold on with all your might... ride the waves as best you can and calmer seas are ahead of you. crying is still scary for us but now we know it is good.. it is a release...and it will end.

your help to us in the pc community is great.. i am so glad you are finding your words and reaching out to all of us out here who care about you. let us give back to you. keep writing..

this will pass... hold on and it is to a better place i believe that