thanks guys i'm glad it isn't just me overreacting. i felt pretty strongly that i was not. but you know how when you have *ahem* issues you can never be sure if what you feel/think is "right" or not, & often people who know will try to use that against you. so, you have helped to steel me in my conviction they are in the wrong.

i'm really disappointed i did not hear back from the nurse today. i was thinking about going to my pcp, but i'm not sure how that would go. i'm overdue for them anyway. i can only do so much, with limited income & energy, & no insurance, so i've been focusing on my mental health issues since they contribute more to my physical health issues than the other way around. my therapy appt is thursday & there is a nami grp mtg that day too, so we'll see how much poop i can stir up then.

i hate to be confrontational, but you can only back down so far before your only option is to jump up in somebody's face. but why am i surprised it? it's the only reason i got into the MHC in the first place & they've been ****** as far as policies go since day 1. if i had any better option i'd be exercising it right now.