Hi Duchess, I have been reading on this forum anfd now after a few weeks have the courage to offer my opinion.I know where your coming from. I split from my boyfriend about 5months ago a\nd have moved back to my parents.Waiting to see a therapist has been a nightmare but now I have one.Whilst with my boyfriend I had identity issues, downers and panic attacks, in the end I thought we were the problem but I now know this is not true. I still have these and wonder will I ever be stable. I thought I would get into college and teach kids but then I realised I couldn't do it, now I just work p/t, thankfully I have my family to sa
tay with and although I find this frustrating sometimes I have time to work things out.I'd say don't rush into anything or put pressure on yourself especially as your sanity is under fire. OMG I am saying this as much to me as you.Finish your studying feel good about achieving it and see what doors open next year.Why go back to something you already know is notgood for you? "time heals" tc Mary Jane
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