Well ok My ex girlfriend tried to kill herself. We broke up under some terms that she misunderstood and in her head all I was was a liar and a cheater when i never cheated on her.... She told me she understood why my ex fiance cheated on me and had a kid with another man and she told called me a F***ing b****** and a no good cheating m*****F****** and told me I should watch out cause she was going to ruin my life and all my plans. she told me it was best I just died cause she was already dead and gone and all i did was destroy her. She told me I am never going to be happy again cause she hates me. I SI'd so horribly... I gave in again for the first time since i had gotten with her.... I don't know what to do... I regret it horribly. I'm lost and right now I can't seem to just straighten out and fix myself... I feel small and insignificant. I feel numb.