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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Can you call or email your T to tell him your reactions? I think it's important for him to know that your were NOT all right afterwards. How do you feel now?
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I feel shell shocked. Wicked pissed at myself...I am way stronger then this! I don't want to call him, I can't show any weakness, time for me to Man Up (actually woman up), get on with my life. I have been doing this too f'ing long. I handled it back then, why can't I handle it now? I am f'ing 45 yrs old. Is just some freakin mid-life crisis? I need to suck it up and get on with it or get out of it.