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i feel like i'm losing it...i'm about to lose my mind....i sit here and cry and dont know what to do....everything is caving in....its like i'm never happy....i dont want to be bothered....everything gets to me....my husband tells me to snap out of it...but i wish he could tell me how...i need help...i need to find a way, for me and for my kids....anxiety takes over and i turn into a lunatic....depression holds me down, cant get anything done....my emotions are all over the place and i cant control them....i feel like my head and heart are going to explode....no one listens....no one really knows how i feel....they dont hear me...they dont get the severity....i'm trying to reach out to people but no one really seems to see what i am going through....i have helped people and been there, i've taken care of people...but no one takes care of me....what am i going to do if i lose it? what happens to my kids? i feel like i'm hurting them now b/c i am not the same mom i used to be...i know they are suffering and i suffer b/x i know i am causing them harm....
someone please tell me something.....
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