I've looked all over for site support to determine what I did, as I cannot access chat. I have seen a volunteer manager tell a chatter in support that he would block them and apparently that is a tool for dealing with "problems" which I can accept.

The same volunteer manager himself spends some time talking denigratively about therapists. On the night before I was to go to one that was particularly triggering, so I took a risk and said something about it, apologizing if it seemed like an attack (just in case it did).

I didn't get an I'll block you warning. I went to my session, came back, had some other triggering things happen today that make me feel so sad and so worthless - and so I thought to go to the support chat with the objective of perhaps saying some supportive things to other people - not even talking about these things that are going on.

Chat shows as having people in it, but I cannot access it. If I did something wrong I can accept that and not do it again. But it would help to know what it was!

But I really, very much needed some constructive interaction today and I can't get in. If I was wrong, then I apologize right here and now.

If the system is just down, I apologize for being over-reactive. I looked hard for a "help" section - in contact us, and throughout the site - before posting here.

I hope what has happened is some site maintenance on chat.