you are so right!!!!!

Pocket riders are invited.... I am to see T tonight after a break of 4 weeks.... have been checking my cell waiting for her to cancel me (hoping she will cancel me?) ...... have resisted the idea of making a list....... thinking about asking if I may take her two hands, and look into her eyes, and see if I am able to open far enough to do what some of you recommend, accept T's love, and which some of you say isn't love anyway.....

there seems to be a change in the wind. Whether it's referral, or termination, or descent to the unconscious' next level down, or finding a new connection with T on a higher level, I don't know....

... scared.