Thank you! You matter to me

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What does “matter” means to me? It means I care enough for you to listen to you, to hear what you have to say, to put myself in your shoes, to try to understand, to respect you, to give you my help and my support, that what you have to say “is important”.

But this is what “matter” means to “me” because I know what hurt and pain means. I know what it means to be silent when inside you are torn apart. I know what it means to not be heard and not respected.

In my world, in 3D, I don’t matter to people. They don’t care. I am worth nothing. It doesn’t matter what I say, doesn’t matter if I am so tired I don’t know if I’m coming or going. It doesn’t matter if I work 10 hours a day and my job is physically demanding, that I have cuts all over my hands because I work with wires and cutters. It doesn’t matter at all. They just need me and they need me right now. I could drop right in front of them they wouldn’t care less. They would probably ask me to get up and drive them to the store.

They simply don’t care.

I am sorry I am tired and I’m crying and I’m so discourage.

I will get back to you.
I thank you all!
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