dearest DPS~~ one cannot begin to fathom the depth and breadth of your life's experiences (and THAT is saying something~!). however, there is one place that is safe, where no nitemares exist, where no one is persecuting you,, and that is HERE NOW. it is ok to turn away from the past, leave it hanging for the time being; leave the future to it's own devices. feel your breath go in and out,, it connects you to a world that wishes to give you life~! one wishes to give you peace, but that is for you to claim: for this moment, lay down the body, let the emotions sink into the center of the earth, let the thoughts run away like water after a rain, and Be Here Now,, just be ...... (sshhhh,, DPS is resting ) Gus