At School I am not the cleverest of people in most lessons but i am top in maths, scince and 1 of the best at art and music, but i get a's for effort. As well i am not super popular but am popular with nice, kind people. The problem is in music i taught myself guitar when i was 8 and piano when i was 6 i have been writing songs all my life although the 1 i wrote wen i was little are rubbish. Anyways, I sit on a table with the 7 most popular people in my school and the hate me. I have and epipen in my bag because i have a serious alergie that could kill me and they found it stole it of my and spreaded round i am a drugie. The call me emo because i have known people who comited suiside, which is so immature, they that the mikie out of me cos i pratically have a 3 min memory apart from wen it come to me playing my instroments. the annoy me like crazy i could beat them up with my hands tied behinde my back and i really think im gonna flip at them soon. And just to make my life worse in re miss changed the seating plan so that i have to sit with them again. Not to mention they are so gross they ask me if i want to give them blow jobs and stuff and they are been serious is just disrespectful, to make matters worse next term we are doing sex egactation were we put condoms on dildos. I really want to kill the guys and beat up the girls. I tryed telling my teacher, but i dont really no how i can bearly talk to teachers wen i tell them the answer of a queston. I really need help alway through the lessons i feel like crying :'( . what can i do

sorry for the rant.

Have OCD, PTSD.