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Cris,
I can tell you, yes it does get better. Sometimes it has to get worce yes! In fact it can get worce before it gets better. How do you know you can make it trough? because of the I want. The I want is what will make it through. You are a very very stong person and you can make it trough anything. Can you? Yes. You have your life in frount or you and right now where you are is looking back and saying it will be ok. This reminds me of a post I posted once. Right then I felt like it was the end. and I believed it too. But here I am a year later still holding on. Yes I still go through hard time but what makes the hard times easyer is you are now a stronger person. It gets easyer. It really does. Right now unlike last year I know I can count of friends. I know all these things that make it easyer. Yes it is better. It isnt the perfict life no ones will ever be. But the life that you can have. and if you keep working will have is one that you will want to live. Life throws at you ups and down frowns and smiles, tears and laughter but all the same you will have the life you want to live. or more realisticly the life worth living.
It is ok to want things. Everyone wants things. The diffrence is what you will do to get those things. It is ok to want.... hang in there it will get better I promise
life is a rode. Sometimes you are on the high peeks looking down and other times you are on the low peeks looking up. But the diffrence is next times you run into a river in the vally you can cross it because you have already done it! but sometimes it will take you a while to refiguer out how to cross the river because it is deeper. Still you will and are more prepared for this new one then you where for the older one.
I want the sun to come out tomorrow but I am scared that it will be to bright. If you ever want the plants to grow you have to risk them running out of water. It is ok to be scared but dont let it let you give up!
Life is a maze and although you really dont want to when you run into a dead end you have to just turn around and talk back so you can go fowards.
Cris I wish you the best. I know you will get there one day wether that day is tomorrow, a week away, or a decade you will get there and it will be worth it. Hang in there!!
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I hope,
I dream,
I wish,
for a better tomorrow.....
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