Yack,

Know what you are going through. No one believed me as to what was going on....but filed reports with Adult Protective Services & the police. Unfortunately in my case, the DA dropped the case because of lack of solid evidence. The RN is still out there doing damage to others dying of cancer. I am sure you are very thankful for the fact that the person is in jail.

I know I had nausea so bad I couldn't eat for months & had to have IV feeding. The fact that no one believed me until I got validated by the police...made it impossible to get treatment for the trauma I went through. Everyone wanted to make it an Anorexia problem...avoiding the true cause to my falling apart.

I am glad you are re thinking your leaving here......there is much help & support here. I too have the problem at times where there are only a couple of responses......trying to figure out why. I have realized for me that I can only post so much on a subject before the responses become fewer even though my problems would be continuing.

It does feel like there is a point where I become invisible.....for months I felt that way & still do.....even in the real world......when I call my Dr regarding a problem & don't ever get a reply. I know how much it hurts big time......quite honestly, I don't think that anything hurts more than feeling that I am invisible to those arround me.

I have to realize that it happens at time.....I have also had to realize that I have to focus on other things than those that are bothering me without dwelling on my problems all the time or with every post even though I am having really bad problems.

I hope things settle down for you....am glad you are getting good responses with this thread & also hope that you have good professional help to help you deal with the trauma you went through.....it is serious....can tell by what your body is going through....& it needs medical & mental care to help you deal with it so it doesn't become worse over time.

Take care.....we do care a lot,
Debbie