(((((((((Roza Victoria))))))))))

Depression is a highly debilitating illness, but you're not alone in your pain. It's great that you're here at PC, reaching out to others who have experienced or are currently experiencing the same thing. I know how frustrating it is when others tell us to "snap otu of it" or "just think happy thoughts." You're right, they don't get it, they have no idea that they may as well be asking us to flap our arms and fly. But there IS help out there. Are you on any kind of medication or have you seen a doctor about the way you're feeling? What about talking to a therapist? Depression is a terrible illness to have but it's also a highly treatable one. Don't give up hope, there are all kinds of resources out there! Please keep us posted on how you're doing.