Oh vj! I hate that feeling! Took awhile to actually put a name to it, but that's exactly it. Hope it lifts for you.

Well, first thing this morning, I was feeling regretful. Waking up way too early to anxiety and knowing full well it's because of indulging. Not a bunch, but it happens regardless. (This happens too often and it aggravates me to not seem able to remember it when I really should be remembering it -- ie. before! All the proof is there in the mood charts.) Also in the way of being regretful that I'd written that and coming out to the computer only to realize it was too late to edit... (Still am oh-so-glad I didn't pick up a second bottle, which I almost did. )

SO! Major major kudos to you BaytheMoon! Seriously, because this is probably my primary goal right now and, well, let's just say it's not going as well as I'd like... Is it ok if I use your accomplishment for inspiration?

(Btw I love the expression knackered! Not the feeling, lol! Just the expression!)

Today... pretty good. Had the day off, but learned of more work (much closer and less dangerous than the one I'll be on twice a week, so yea!). Did some errands, BF has the day off too and I'll be working again on the Halloween costume for him... well, you know, soon as I get off the computer, lol! Sooo, geniunely relaxing, which I'd love to share with anyone here who could use some...

(Only little twinge of...disappointment I guess it is...someone I saw through most of this past year of very rough times for her --mostly via long, late night, whatever-the-hour, I-will-be-there phone calls (we're 2,000 miles apart), is visiting just 4 hours from here. And didn't even tell me, though I'd extended an open invitation months ago *and* she had said she wanted to visit here during this very timeframe... Damn that Facebook! Basically refusing to think about it and remember that since it basically has been a one way friendship, it shouldn't be a big surprise. Oh well.)