I'm sorry Wallowa....

Something that happens more then I think it should IMO, just sometimes you get booted and as far as I know, no one knows why that happens.

I am not sure if that happened to you but hopefully it's simple like that yet from your post it sounds like a lot more then that.

I know someone will help you as I saw the posts back to you...

For what it's worth, I care about you because your seeking help.

Way To Go!!! Try to keep your head held high and know that people do care here......

I hope things works out for you,
your new friend, Crew