GL,
You wrote,[...people think I'm a bad person...someone here called my behavior...they hurt my feelings...I can't help doing...I don't know how to...I'm like a small child...I'm sorry I...don't fit...behave...normal....what would you do if....hopeless?...depressions..severe...pain..horrific...and yet people say...how would you feel..?...How do I survive..where people do not understand...it is hopeless...].
I could offer you support from my perspective if you would like
Lou