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I have some online chat buddies who want to take a trip to a city near me (I don't fly) next summer. I keep saying "yeah, it would be great". But this avoidance thing is gonna mess things up, I just know it. I don't want them to see how I look (overweight), how I act (unsocial), fail to find fun things to do, find out I have no "flesh and blood friends". It goes on and on and on. I am a different person online. I thought thats what it was all about. Being anonymous. Some of them know about my depression, some don't. I don't know what to do. I am worried about it and its a year away! Thanks for listening.
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