Queen of wands, I can only agree with what has been said and add to it my own respect for how far you have come and my encouragement for you, that you keep on going. I know it's hard, and Iknow it's not and uncomplicated journey, but let us know how it oges, and rmember that you aren't on this planet for anyone else to use , dear. You decide wen it's OK. HUGGGSSSSS.