>>I try very hard to listen to what people are telling me in here and I try so hard to believe your words.

I believe that is key, time0. Depression often won't let us believe those words... but we must keep repeating those positive words and trying to believe them, eventually that is a way we can break through the lies of depression and begin to see the truth of how valuable we are.

The fact that you are trying, seeking and accepting support here, and acknowleging how hard it is is a very good sign of hope that you will get through this. That in itself is another positive thing that you should give yourself credit for.

Keep fighting depression.

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