Just want to offer you some support!! Med changes can really do a number on us so I hope things settle down for you soon as your system adjusts. It's great you're reaching out here. I think GFs/BFs/spouses can only do so much and it's really good to have alternative support networks, such as a place like this. Well done for hanging in there!! You definitely do NOT sound weak at all!! Anybody who has to battle mental illness and still keeps going is a hero in my book!! I hope the fight gets easier for you though. Wishing you all the very best.