everyone is different of course...i suffer from hypomania and never true mania. when i'm hypomanic i become severely agitated, short fuse, etc. it sounded like that might be what u were experiencing too. i wish i'd get the mania sometimes, lol. the majority of my bipolar is depressive. i never feel completely ok..there's a name for this too..sorry, forgot it...but i am able to function ok just don't feel completely a-ok. but i'm on a good mix of meds that cover all my symptoms. best they can do. so i'll live with it.
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