((((((((melissa)))))))))) I'm really sorry you missed your ECT treatment yesterday and that you're feeling depressed. Are you getting any other treatment right now, like regular therapy? Can you call your therapist and say you're worried about spiraling downwards until the next shock treatment? Or is there someone - a counselor? - at the hospital where you get the ECT who you could talk to?

I really hope the week goes by quickly. Sending hugs