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We know what you are going through, the internal struggle is greater than the struggle outside of us is it not? We see each issue has its own personality and because of this its own mind and own life. Each struggle can grow larger and a continuing battle that is at times difficult to fight
But then there are the times when the strongest personality emerges and either causes havoc or causes peace depending on what it fights or what it understands allow yourself the ability to simply sit and watch so that you can determine for yourself which personality it is and how strong or weak it is or has become during times since you last saw it
You are at all times doing your best to succeed and survive, as is your loved one; understanding and recognition is always different when one is tired and fighting against an unseen enemy so allow yourself and your loved one the room and the option to be able to turn around and ground within your surroundings
You are doing very well to come off medicants that have what are termed detrimental affects aside to their benefits, and in the longer path I believe that your loved one will come to recognise that it was this fact which placed you into a more vulnerable place
You are a very sensitive and caring person who, though needs to lean onto your loved one, understands that at times you may need to lean a little harder, this is evident by your own words and this time is just one of those situations; soon that need to lean that little extra will be over and you will feel the relief of its lifting. Until that time arrives do not be self harsh or harsh on your loved one, give both of you the love and support you both need to make it past this time
I offer you my hand in friendship and the hope that you feel much better, much soon
Morgana
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Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you
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