<<<HUGS>>> How are you feeling today? Please let us know. If you have the opportunity, keep us updated. I'm not in the best position to give solid advice right now but do know that I (and all of us) care. <3 Vent away and speak your mind. Just know you ARE a human being...no matter what someone says or does to you. They can't take that away. You deserve affection. Nobody can take that away either.