Depression for me is crawling out of bed, and even though I'm standing on two legs....I feel like I'm still crawling.
Your mind races thinking of things you SHOULD do but you can find no energy TO do. (ie: shower, get dressed, make coffee for yourself, etc....)
However, in my case, you try to find the energy to please the ones around you with a nice dinner, clean home, etc..... and find that the ones you are trying to please don't appreciate what you have done.
So, you go to bed and cry yourself to sleep and wait for the next cycle to start tomorrow.
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