There are times when it feels like the depression & anxiety doesn't exist anymore & the PTSD doesn't effect me......then Fall hits, or what I am involved with comes to an end & the let down of it all starts to hit.....bad when they both coincide like is starting to hit now with the end of the WEG coming Sunday & the fall weather triggering the PTSD feelings.

I find that when I am physically exhausted like I am from all the volunteer work at WEG even though I completely love it & have 3 more days of volunteer work to go, it tends to cause the down to be a little more down.....these last 2 off days, I haven't been able to get out of bed. Know it's being exhausted, but can also feel a little down with everything that's going on in my life right now also.

Had to cancel my appointment with my psychologist because all my money is going into my property taxes this month & don't want to spend money I don't have even if they let me pay next month......so the rest of the month is going to be a tough road......it would be so nice to be back where I was before this all hit.