Hi, it's PAYNE1, again. I've told my story about why PAYNE1 is my name elsewhere, but suffice it to say here that it started with my thinking about how much "pain" I was in. I'm having a lot again today. I keep asking myself, "What did I do to bring it on?" and I'm sure underneath that sometimes is, "What did I do to deserve all this?" I also have some other health conditions that have been disagnosed that also cause pain such as degenerative disc disease and carpal tunnel in both wrists. I do wish there was an easy answer and a quick cure.......I want to live to see my grandchildren, though, so I guess that's one reason I don't want to give up. But, I can understand your feelings about the DNR's......