I think I might have Aspergers. I have no friends, boyfriends, no contact with anyone outside my close family. I've always been more comfortable playing video games than being around people. At the same time, I miss the company of people. I have a family party to go to tomorrow, don't even want to, I can't even relate to people anymore. My uncle is dying of cancer and I feel nothing. I hate myself for being like this and just want to be normal. I also have ADD, major depression (under control with meds) and social anxiety. Boy, I love my life...not!