Hi (((((serafim)))))) I just want to say that I read this and I want to leave you a hug

I'm really sorry you've been feeling ignored. That's always a horrible feeling, especially in a situation where we're already dealing with difficult emotions and opening up about things that are personal. Or if we're giving something of ourselves at a time when we don't have much to give, and then, what we do give isn't acknowledged for some reason.
So I just wanted to say I read this and I hope you'll post some more!
Wishing you all the very best.