It's been nearly a year and a half since I last SI'ed, but I am so pissed off right now that I just want to do anything to feel pain to let some agression out I haven't been this upset in so long and right now it's too much to bare I don't know what I am going to do I have to find something to get this out of my system I don't want to give up after so long but I have no choice I hate this feeling and I would never take any agression out on anyone else no one knows what's going on in my life right now but I just have to get this anger out and since I can't do it on anyone else guess I will just have to do it on myself...