Emotional space, emotional time. Rather than be thinking about someone all of the time, allow yourself space from that, and them space from that so you each have a free circle around you

You are bruised from what has been happening to you and as you say, fighting with someone who cannot fully defend themself is only going to tax you more, but mayhap that your loved one just did not know how to cope with all that was happening? I do not know, but you will find support and encouragement here which hopefully will help you to get through this difficult time and feel stronger soon

Morgana