I posted something about suicide thinking it would help someone, but I must have posted it in the wrong place. Story of my life. Born wrong, wrong as youngster, wrong as teen, wrong marriage, wrong way of attracting mates, wrong decisions about relationships, wrong answers, etc. Don't get me wrong I do make a few good decisions accidently, but I could go on forever. Sorry about rambling on about myself. I just feel at home here, as though I belong finally to something bigger that me. I get so much comfort and I actually dare to think I may be helping someone with my posts. Please God, let that be true.